2009 da pergi meningggalkan aku dan semua org..utk aku, 2009 ak rasa thn yg paling sedih...mcm2 jadi kat aku..but, at the same time...byk gak bnda2 baru muncul dlm hidup ak..it was balanced but of course...the sadness that i felt will remain forever and the happiness will always be in my heart..
cerita sedih mmg ssh utk aku lupa...okay..i admit..majority of the sad stories comes from my love relationship...huhu...awl2 thn..ak ngn dy da xmcm sebelum2 tu...and sometimes ak rasa ak mcm da btl2 single and xde boyfriend utk tolong ak or dgr mslah ak da..i have to live on my own feet, without him...so...ak pun lpas da mcm ala2 lost contact ngn dy, ak tanam dlm hati..apa yg nk jd lpas ni, ak kna terima dgn redha even ak taw ak ssh nk terima..hmm...then..after bla3...time sotsem..the very first week...ive lost him...with the reasons that i think very stupid that come from him...sebulan le jgk ak nangis xtentu masa n tempat...ak taw..membazir ja air mata...tp hati yg sedih n sakit mmg xde penawar lain...ak cuba dekatkan diri dgn Tuhan..mungkin masa aku dgn dy dulu...ak mcm lupa tanggungjawab ke...xsedar diri ke..hmm....lm2 ak makin tenang...alhamdulillah..tp dlm hati aku, ak still xbleh nk maafkan dy lagi..bg ak, kalo nk maafkan sapa2 pun..hati ak mmg kn 100% maafkan dy..tp ak taw..ssh utk ak buat centu..so..smpai sekarang ak still xmaafkan dy....
the next sad stories....hmm.....ak dpt result xm yg sgt2 xbest sem lepas....result tu ak dpt time bln 12....maybe usaha ak sikit sgt compare dgn kwn2 aku yg lain..org np ak tenang ja..tp dlm hati aku ni...menangis2 sb xdpt result ok..smpai ak pnah terpk nk berenti blajaq sb rs mcm ssshkan mak abah ja..tp ak sedaq...semua tu ujiian utk aku berjaya.....kn sabaq byk2 kalo nk dpt kejayaan..huhu...
then..ak dpt taw..my ex da ada pengganti....hmmm..ak xtaw nk ckp apa masa tu..sedih x..suka x...tp yg aku taw..ak sgt2 bengang...hm...xpa..ak redha ja..dy bkn ada kn mengena ngn aku da..hidup mati ak xd kn mgna dgn hdup mati dy...bkn nk sombong or bongkak..tp just nk stresskan..ak da xheran apa yg dy nk bt dm hdupp dy....tp..ap yg dy buat..i mean ada new girl just at the end of the semester and dy ckp kat aku dulu dy nk concentrate stdy n rs xsesuai n bercinta time kat u......hmm..after a month....he just had a new girl...and that girl ak mmg knal...nk kata kwn tak jgk..tp knal la..we r in the same organization...well....maybe that girl sesuai kot ngn dy...ngn status fmly dy....bleh get alng ngn dy...fhm jiwa dy..n ak tak..hmm...lantak engkaula....
then..ak officially da lpaskn jwtn ak dlm gemada...ak sedih..tp at the same time ak puas hati n rasa lega...sb ak taw ak xleh nk bg komitmen...hm...sbenaqnya aku sedih ngn gemada...gemada da byk tlg ak before ni...leadership...friendship..i can find many thing in gemada..tp ak sedih sgt bila ak xinvolve dgn aktiviti2 n program gemada, org slalu ckp ak xjoin sebab ex aku tu...bencinya..ak xp sebab ak sgt2 bz ngn bnda2 yg sememangnya ak kn pentingkan..lebih dari gemada....da ak xnk p..ada plak yg paksa2..mmg bg ak angin...xpyhla nk pksa2 ak n bg ak nasihat if diri sendiri tu xpnah rs apa yg ak rasa and dulu dy pun xnk join n ak xpnah paksa!
ok..we move to the sweet memories of mine..
time sotsem ada program silat..kembara pantai timur n smbutan perayaan psscmuiam kali ke 44.ak pun joila..best sgt!ak jumpa aimi..bestfriend kat sekolah..da lm sgt xjmpa dy..then..tgk org konvo...menyala2 impian aku nk konvo gak..huhu..hope nxt perayaan ak bleh konvo..huhu..insyallah...
then ak involve dgn national engineering students conference(nec 09).best la..sb bleh jmpa ngn dak2 engin dr u yg lain...n dpt tgk jaket2 workshp u lain yg memang best..tp depa suma puji jaket uia sb ada tulisan gn benang kaler gold..haha..kotla mmg guna benang emas..huhu...tp tu la kan...manusia mmg ssh nk bersyukur apa yg ad..hihi
hmm....then ak da tamat silat...pfficially ak da ijazzh tamat...ak puas hati..selam 3thn ak blajaq..smpai kwn2 aku naik heran pehal ak xabeh2 bljq silat...huu..apa2 la..yg ptg ak ikt ckp abah aku..nk bt apa2 pun, bt smpai abeh...jgn bt stgh jalan..sia2..huhu..n maybe sb pesan tu gak ak xsuka kapel then break..mmg tgh2 jalan..huhu...apekah..tetiba ja..
pas tu...ak join mrc mahallah asiah...dari mtrx ak teringin..tp ak dpt jd committee hisbah ja..huhu...sb jd mrc, ak dpt p pd utk mclead n kde utk short course..hihi..mknan2 dy mmg best la...tmbh2 lg kat kde...kde=kelab darul ehsan...hehe..xrugi aku joint...tp jd mrc keja mmg byk..kdg2 cam nk pengsan..xpe...pengalaman kan..haha
disebabkan ak ni mrc...so..knala jd committe n team manager utk usc..huhu...usc yg keja..ak mmg xmiant sgt sports n ak xreti!tetiba kn invole...hdui..mula2 ak mmg cm bengang ja..tp bila da start usc...ak rs best sgt2..hihi..ak da xbenci sports sgt la lani...plus mahallah asiah jd overall winner...hehe..im proud of asiah!
last event.....minggu2 terakhir di 2009..ak derma darah!!!!!ak bt keputusan nk drma drh xsmpai sejam...main ikt ja..ak igt sakt gila2 time dy cucuk nk ambik darah..tp lgsg xsakit..hehe..tetiba ja drh kuaq...haha..kwn ak da jeles da sb dy pnah derma byk kali tp sealu ja takut n sakit2 time kn cucuk..hihi..anyway..ak drah O..hihi..byk org bleh dpt drh ak..sb ak kira pnderma universal..semua kmpulan drh bleh terima drh ak..hihi..bangga sat..semoga drh ak diberikan kat insan2 yg memrlukan drh utk terus hidup n org tu guna drh ak dgn sebaiknya...moga mengalir dlm bdn org2 yg soleh or solehah..insyaallah...
2009 was the memory of my life..the sweet memories will foerver be in my heart n the sad things will remain in my mind..goodbye 2009:)
cerita sedih mmg ssh utk aku lupa...okay..i admit..majority of the sad stories comes from my love relationship...huhu...awl2 thn..ak ngn dy da xmcm sebelum2 tu...and sometimes ak rasa ak mcm da btl2 single and xde boyfriend utk tolong ak or dgr mslah ak da..i have to live on my own feet, without him...so...ak pun lpas da mcm ala2 lost contact ngn dy, ak tanam dlm hati..apa yg nk jd lpas ni, ak kna terima dgn redha even ak taw ak ssh nk terima..hmm...then..after bla3...time sotsem..the very first week...ive lost him...with the reasons that i think very stupid that come from him...sebulan le jgk ak nangis xtentu masa n tempat...ak taw..membazir ja air mata...tp hati yg sedih n sakit mmg xde penawar lain...ak cuba dekatkan diri dgn Tuhan..mungkin masa aku dgn dy dulu...ak mcm lupa tanggungjawab ke...xsedar diri ke..hmm....lm2 ak makin tenang...alhamdulillah..tp dlm hati aku, ak still xbleh nk maafkan dy lagi..bg ak, kalo nk maafkan sapa2 pun..hati ak mmg kn 100% maafkan dy..tp ak taw..ssh utk ak buat centu..so..smpai sekarang ak still xmaafkan dy....
the next sad stories....hmm.....ak dpt result xm yg sgt2 xbest sem lepas....result tu ak dpt time bln 12....maybe usaha ak sikit sgt compare dgn kwn2 aku yg lain..org np ak tenang ja..tp dlm hati aku ni...menangis2 sb xdpt result ok..smpai ak pnah terpk nk berenti blajaq sb rs mcm ssshkan mak abah ja..tp ak sedaq...semua tu ujiian utk aku berjaya.....kn sabaq byk2 kalo nk dpt kejayaan..huhu...
then..ak dpt taw..my ex da ada pengganti....hmmm..ak xtaw nk ckp apa masa tu..sedih x..suka x...tp yg aku taw..ak sgt2 bengang...hm...xpa..ak redha ja..dy bkn ada kn mengena ngn aku da..hidup mati ak xd kn mgna dgn hdup mati dy...bkn nk sombong or bongkak..tp just nk stresskan..ak da xheran apa yg dy nk bt dm hdupp dy....tp..ap yg dy buat..i mean ada new girl just at the end of the semester and dy ckp kat aku dulu dy nk concentrate stdy n rs xsesuai n bercinta time kat u......hmm..after a month....he just had a new girl...and that girl ak mmg knal...nk kata kwn tak jgk..tp knal la..we r in the same organization...well....maybe that girl sesuai kot ngn dy...ngn status fmly dy....bleh get alng ngn dy...fhm jiwa dy..n ak tak..hmm...lantak engkaula....
then..ak officially da lpaskn jwtn ak dlm gemada...ak sedih..tp at the same time ak puas hati n rasa lega...sb ak taw ak xleh nk bg komitmen...hm...sbenaqnya aku sedih ngn gemada...gemada da byk tlg ak before ni...leadership...friendship..i can find many thing in gemada..tp ak sedih sgt bila ak xinvolve dgn aktiviti2 n program gemada, org slalu ckp ak xjoin sebab ex aku tu...bencinya..ak xp sebab ak sgt2 bz ngn bnda2 yg sememangnya ak kn pentingkan..lebih dari gemada....da ak xnk p..ada plak yg paksa2..mmg bg ak angin...xpyhla nk pksa2 ak n bg ak nasihat if diri sendiri tu xpnah rs apa yg ak rasa and dulu dy pun xnk join n ak xpnah paksa!
ok..we move to the sweet memories of mine..
time sotsem ada program silat..kembara pantai timur n smbutan perayaan psscmuiam kali ke 44.ak pun joila..best sgt!ak jumpa aimi..bestfriend kat sekolah..da lm sgt xjmpa dy..then..tgk org konvo...menyala2 impian aku nk konvo gak..huhu..hope nxt perayaan ak bleh konvo..huhu..insyallah...
then ak involve dgn national engineering students conference(nec 09).best la..sb bleh jmpa ngn dak2 engin dr u yg lain...n dpt tgk jaket2 workshp u lain yg memang best..tp depa suma puji jaket uia sb ada tulisan gn benang kaler gold..haha..kotla mmg guna benang emas..huhu...tp tu la kan...manusia mmg ssh nk bersyukur apa yg ad..hihi
hmm....then ak da tamat silat...pfficially ak da ijazzh tamat...ak puas hati..selam 3thn ak blajaq..smpai kwn2 aku naik heran pehal ak xabeh2 bljq silat...huu..apa2 la..yg ptg ak ikt ckp abah aku..nk bt apa2 pun, bt smpai abeh...jgn bt stgh jalan..sia2..huhu..n maybe sb pesan tu gak ak xsuka kapel then break..mmg tgh2 jalan..huhu...apekah..tetiba ja..
pas tu...ak join mrc mahallah asiah...dari mtrx ak teringin..tp ak dpt jd committee hisbah ja..huhu...sb jd mrc, ak dpt p pd utk mclead n kde utk short course..hihi..mknan2 dy mmg best la...tmbh2 lg kat kde...kde=kelab darul ehsan...hehe..xrugi aku joint...tp jd mrc keja mmg byk..kdg2 cam nk pengsan..xpe...pengalaman kan..haha
disebabkan ak ni mrc...so..knala jd committe n team manager utk usc..huhu...usc yg keja..ak mmg xmiant sgt sports n ak xreti!tetiba kn invole...hdui..mula2 ak mmg cm bengang ja..tp bila da start usc...ak rs best sgt2..hihi..ak da xbenci sports sgt la lani...plus mahallah asiah jd overall winner...hehe..im proud of asiah!
last event.....minggu2 terakhir di 2009..ak derma darah!!!!!ak bt keputusan nk drma drh xsmpai sejam...main ikt ja..ak igt sakt gila2 time dy cucuk nk ambik darah..tp lgsg xsakit..hehe..tetiba ja drh kuaq...haha..kwn ak da jeles da sb dy pnah derma byk kali tp sealu ja takut n sakit2 time kn cucuk..hihi..anyway..ak drah O..hihi..byk org bleh dpt drh ak..sb ak kira pnderma universal..semua kmpulan drh bleh terima drh ak..hihi..bangga sat..semoga drh ak diberikan kat insan2 yg memrlukan drh utk terus hidup n org tu guna drh ak dgn sebaiknya...moga mengalir dlm bdn org2 yg soleh or solehah..insyaallah...
2009 was the memory of my life..the sweet memories will foerver be in my heart n the sad things will remain in my mind..goodbye 2009:)