my life is suck without u..........ak taw yg ak xpatut rs cmni...........bt ap ak nak igt past time yg btkan ak ngis truk2, xsnyum bpa hr....ngs tak kira tmpat, tak kira masa........ak taknak igt da...ak mmg wish taknak igt bnda2 yg sdih...tp, stiap masa, all of the memories cm slalu ada ja ngan ak..tak kira mana aku p, or apa yg ak buat...ap yg pnah ak lalui ngan dia, da jd cm a part of my life that i cant afford to leave....kdg2 ak rs cm stress sgt..nak menjerit2...tp, da mcm org gila meroyan plak....taknak la jd org gila kan....tp..ak stress..cam da berat sgt otak aku ni....ak seboleh2nya tknak jmpa dia, even taknak npk dia...or even sbt nama dia, or npk nama dia..sbnya, bla one of them jd, ak trus rs sdih sgt2, sdih sgt2...sdih yg tak dpat ak nak ckp cemana...ak mmg tak sedia and ak tak pnah sedia utk jd cmni..means..a break up with him...ak sedaya upaya pkiaq yg positif even sometimes ak da dpt rs feeling yg bnda ni akan jd..ak tolak , ak buang jauh2 perasaan tu and ak pgg ap yang dia ckp...and one day..everything is finished and no turning back anymore..kalo da pun, bkn lani and maybe ada.....maybe la...tell me, bpa percent maybe bleh jd kalo ak pnah yakin 100% and apa y ak yakin sgt2 tu da musnah....should i believe wit a word maybe???seriously..ak gla2 frust..awat jd camni.....should i believe in him.....ak nak...tp ak takleh...sepatutnya, ak just let him go...even ak syg dia sgt2 and ak taknak bnda cmni jd ..tp, ak tak terdaya nak lwn takdir..maybe da takda jodoh..or ap2 ja lg sbab yg len....yg hny dia taw apa sbab tu and yg ak tak pnah2 nak fhm sbab yg dia bg..perlu ka ak try ubah hati aku kat org lain ...perlu ka...ak taw ak takleh...sbabnya, setiap masa, ak rs dia ada ngan ak....cemana aku nak sygkn org len....even start ngan suka...seriously..it damn hard for me!!!tu bkn cra ak nak lupakan dia...ak da taktaw nak bt cemana lg.. i hope that i will meet someone else that love me, care for me......that seriously will not make me sad again...and i am really hope that the "someone" is a "new him"..that have said he will change to be a better man....and should i wait and trust him???
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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4 power rangers yang comel:
What's wrong Mun? Pa2 pn, sabax taw... You asked for strength, so Allah sent u difficulties to make u stronger...
taktaw la..cam tu aa...huhu...
Tamo la ceni. Cheers babe!
huhu..moon..i pun penah dpt pesanan tuh... kalu syg seseorg, jgn syg sepenuhnya.. tp i pun cam u gak..kalu dh syg org tuh...more than 100% i could my luv to that person...u can luv someone more than anything moon...tu maknanya cinta.. cinta tanpa sepenuh hati...mati jiwa moon..
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